The Things We Do

 I hope the disguise worked. 

I'm sure it did.

"Your head's too big for this hat".

"What if she flips out"?

"Am I going to do this correctly"?

These things we tell ourselves to back out.

I can't though.

Go forward.

I asked "Are you so and so?" she says "I am". I say "This is for you". Her hands recoiled.

As if the paper was on fire and says "What is that?"

I say "It's a court summons. You've been served". She claims "You can't do this at my work". 

I've never done this before. I can only say "I'm sorry. I can. I have to". 

And I did have to. I need the $150.

She just laughs, but it's an empty one. She says ok. 

I'm sorry. 

She's not too happy. I'm glad I wore a disguise. I hope it worked. 

Things are good, but the progress is slow. I know as things pick up it's bound to speed up. 

Yesterday I was discouraged. I need the money while I wait for my first paycheck. Then I was presented this opportunity to act as the process server. 

Do you guys remember the "Something" we spoke of when we started the original Break Away Experience? That "Something" that let me walk away from the car crash? That "Something" that let me wake up when I froze? 

Well "Something" is here for The BAE 2.0 as well. 

Oh how lonely life would be.

Without grace, our way, to lead.

These things we do...

-Butterfly