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Let's Fucking Do This!

 You ever hear what I've heard? That you're crazy? Well shit... let me tell you something so that we can set this straight right now. Its not crazy if it works. At least we have balls. Its not us! We don't live our lives based off of the opinions of those who couldn’t take one step in our shoes, let alone a fucking mile. So shoot that shit. Crazy? Nah... I don't subscribe to that punk ass shit. Walk your walk dawg. Talk your talk dawg. And I'll do mine. You like the echo chambers? You like being told who the fuck you are? Poser! Drink your wine then tell me about addiction! Replace your dead beat loser ass mom with some AA cunt. I hated my mom too, but she can't be replaced! At least she taught me how to stand the fuck up and say it with my chest! This is MY life. I'm not going to Hell! I refuse Heaven. All that shit is is a state of mind! Jesus? He's dead.  Watch the death. Taste the death.  Walk hundreds of miles and run for your life.  Watch the death...
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I May Have Some HUGE News Soon!!!

 Stay tuned. The Break Away Experience 2.0 may be "experiencing" a MAJOR upgrade pretty soon here! -Butterfly
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I Talked To A Friend

 I talked to a friend. A friend? I talked to a friend today and I heard. I talked to a friend today and was heard. I talked to a friend today and saw. Was seen. Believed.  I believe I learned something about belief. It can be the mortar that holds the bricks of our future together.  The humming birds nectar. Or it can be the hammer that chisels away the foundations of our destiny.  The rats poison.  I talked to a friend today and I see.  -Butterfly 
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I Don't Even Know What To Write

 But I write because I have to. I write so I have an outlet. I write so I can see I have a soul. I write and hear what I'm too confused to say. I write to combat myself.  I'm going back to Idaho. I guess I could say a thing or two about that.  But no...  I won't today. Not now at least. I have 35 minutes to kill before school starts and this too could be spoken about. My gratitude... My impatience.  But no... I won't today. Not now at least.  So I'll end it here for today. I wrote and through this I feel better. Even though nobody will see it.  -Butterfly 
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Where Are You Reading From?

 As I've stated before, I absolutely ADORE hearing from those of you Break Aways who are unlucky enough to land on my blog. Comments light my day! So tell ya ol pal Butterfly...  Where are you reading from? I really want this blog to be "active". I dont want this to just be about me. I'd love to hear from you guys! And if anyone ever wants to talk....  butterflymisita@gmail.com 
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How I Survived Today

To survive I had to abandon everything in my life. I needed a complete restart cause there was nothing left behind me. So... I had to pursue my dream. Fuck it why not?  For me it had to be done in a way that was extreme enough to force respect for this process. And boy, it's been a bitch starting over. I can admit that, that it's been a bitch, but now that I'm independent and I'm working towards goals I can be proud of, I can see my life will "bear fruit". If I may be so bold to believe.  You see, in the past I was always doing things the easy way. I was choosing security over fulfillment, and due to this, I damn near drank myself to death. And in a way I had. By all accounts I was dead in many ways. Dead other than the lack of a heartbeat that is. Just a dead man walking. That was me. Is it still? I sure hope not. I liked the easy way. I liked it because well... it was easy. Simple right? Because I did not believe in myself I drank. And that was easy too. I b...
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I Can No Longer Deny....

 I wish I could say otherwise, but I have a bad habit of viewing my life as a movie. I wouldn't call myself delusional, though boy, I'm only one step away. My friends call it being "delulu".  "Butterfly you so delulu".  Not quite.  I'll admit however that viewing my life as one big show is some sort of defense mechanism. And I'm not saying I'm working on changing this. I like it. It's fun. And ya know what? Fuck it. I've always believed that "it's worth it if the stories are any good".  However, I'm attempting to build a life on a foundation of truth. So yea... I take stories seriously and I seek out a life of adventure because I live when I'm a little on edge. Still though, I'll be a little real with myself.  Butterfly you're in the real world now dawg.  What's that? Who the fuck knows? But you're there. Always have been.  Temple was closed last Sunday, but it's poppin today.  I'll see you al...
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