Never again

 You can NEVER again fuck up with somebody so catastrophically ever again dude.

You treat people like shit and have this superficial charm about you. 

Why are you so insecure? 

Maybe because your mom wanted nothing to do with you?

Maybe because instead of being a mother to you you were busy dumping out her alcohol and watching your breathe so she wouldn't choke on her vomit? 

You have major abandonment issues dude. 

Dad was gone, mom was drunk and violent, brother was violent, uncle moved across town, sisters severly autistic, grandparents were dead, you put up with your mom's shit then got shipped off. Friends left because they were scared of her. 

You were always alone. 

You want friends so badly, but you're not a good friend to people. 

You treated Lillee Mae like shit you fucking moron. 

like really? What did you ever do for her?

Nothin man. 

But dude.... 

You're not worthless.

Youre a good guy. You just always have to prove yourself and all it does is hurt people and yourself. 

You're prideful and arrogant. Your defense mechanism SUCKS bro! 

Do better. 

Don't leave town, don't leave town...

You're not going to drink or do drugs.... 

Now DON'T...

LEAVE.... 

TOWN! 

This too shall PASS!

Wrist Joe.... 

Look at your wrist. 

One breath...

 Hold.... 

Releeeeeease.... 

Get some dinner, watch a documentary.

-Butterfly 


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