Hard fuckin pill to swallow
Ugh it hurts now....
It's MY fault. Ive been so blind!
I can't sit through the meeting. I'm not ready to publicly announce that I'm HEART BROKEN and that its MY fault.
I'm going home.
I have one of those now.
-Butterfly
What this blog and "The Break Away Experience" is truly about.
Tonight I spoke with a man around my age about learning, growth, and having no fear of death. The conversation was short, yet to me, it was potent. I stepped outside for a smoke after watching a woman sing and play the piano and as I rolled up my cigarette the man asked me how I was doing. Being polite I told him that I was so far so good and asked him how he was. What he told me was "Any day above water is a good day". I liked that. I actually liked that a lot. He told me of how he had almost drowned and explained that when he found himself upside down on the wrong side of the surface he found peace watching the sun reflect off the water above him. He learned that day that death was nothing to fear, and I too hold this belief. I wish I could remember the conversation word for word in its entirety so I could properly relay it all here, but I don't. However I can tell you how the conversation ended before he simply got up and walked away....
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