Found out something

 I was telling my PO that I never threatened this girl. So we go through everything and it turns out that what got the order granted, what started all this shit was from December 7th. The day I crashed the whip that can be seen in my first post. 

I told this girl that I was going to chase her heart. "Chase". That one word "chase" is what brought me down. This girl twisted that shit. She knew what I meant. That was the "threat".

These people don't know shit about the streets. Why am I trippin? Well.... I've seen people get hurt... BAD... over situations like this where some bitch spreads rumors than the man gets hurt by some unrelated third party. 

I'm from the streets dude. I've spent my entire life surrounded by violence. My earliest memory was me locked in a high chair while my mom smashed every dish in the kitchen and frisbeed a dish straight into my dad's head. 

The only reason I even left my beautiful California is because people were trying to arrange my murder. 

So yea... I'm mad. And yea... I won't trust anybody here. And yea... I'm going to be watching my back. Because you never know what this girl has told people. 

Shits dangerous. Small town kids don't understand that. 

I got one ankle bracelet off today. Still can't wait to leave this town, off paper, the right way. 

Be careful who you trust ladies and gents.

-Butterfly

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