Does anybody hear me!

 I DON'T WANT TO GO TO AA!!! IT.... IS.... TOXIC NOW!!! HASN'T EVEN STARTED AND ALREADY, here's the bitches who talked shit and tried having me arrested. I don't want to see these mother fuckers. 

I'll be in a great mood then it's time for AA and I start feeling depressed. 

My ex and her friends poisoned it. Poison. 

I never should have introduced her to this. 

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